frustrated

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


terribly pissed! currently working on a 2007 calendar for mrs tham. (pls don't let her noe yet...it's supposed to be a surprise) i've been working on it for hrs and yet it's still unsucessful. hu wud have known that creating a calendar on the comp using microsoft words, paintbrush and powerpoint be so difficult?!? have been working on it since last week. thanks alot, guardian. i had the idea from guardian when i was flipping thru the brochure. they said that we cud print a 2007 calendar wif our pics for 10 bucks. so i went to 3 guardian shops and they said: we dont sell calendars.


THEY DON'T SELL CALENDARS???????????? SO THAT BROCHURE IS ALL A LIE DEN!! so now i have my mind set on creating a calendar for mrs tham. and since im so stubborn, i wont be satisfied until the calendar is completed.


which explains my impatience. at first, i did it on powerpoint. den i realised the space is too limited, so 2dae i started doing it on microsoft words wif paintbrush to help wif editing the pics and changing its position. but after typing up the stuff, i realised it's too big to fit the size i was planning. so now i have to restart. GREEEEAT.


plus, i still haven't taken the pics i nid for the calendar. and oso fitting the size of the pic. and making a chart. im not even halfway done. let alone 1/4 done. ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! so pls excuse me if i start being cranky cos this is the reason why.


not to mention i still havent completed my chinese hw which is due on monday!!! im so bz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls dont irritate me. u dont noe how it's like when im angry and stressed...


downloaded new songs into my mp3. actually music is the only thing that's calming me down. and playing basketball and horse riding.


but my bro? not helping! he's like adding flame to the fire. (or wateva the expression is. im too pissed to rmbr or care) screaming his lungs off every 5 mins. complaining to me every 30 mins. wanting to use comp every 3 hrs. hitting/kicking/throwing stuff at me every 10 mins. he's only 4 yrs old. i wasnt THAT bad when i was HIS age. wats his prob anyway? his life is so luxirious. he gets wateva he wants. he has like 200 plus toys. (not exaggerating) he gets everything done HIS way. everyone gives way to him. he dusen get told off for being rude or slamming the door. he eats junk food wif his dinner. he gets to buy ice cream wheneva he wants. not joking. if he's like that for a day, i wudnt mind. but he's like this EVERYDAY!!! jeez.


and that brace. it's actually not that bad now that im used to it.


mrs tham's birthday is 9 feb. its actually true cos i smsed her that day. forgot to ask her how old she was. *smile* bet she wudent tell me. wud be too embarassed, maybe? lol. one of my only smiles 2dae. haha. i tink no one can make me smile or laugh these few days. so once again, excuse me for being cranky or snapping at u.


tata!