i went for training today even though sec1 got no training.
i go for fun.
for LIGHT training.
but then in the end i trained the whole training.

i thought natasha and melissa and a few others would be there, but then only melissa (wong) was there. then sec2 only got diyana and astri.
actually i saw clarissa in the bus.
then duno why she nvr go training.
anyway.
after that preya came
(cause we planned to do light trng today)
then we warmed up which looked soo pathetic cause only 3 sec1s warming up together.
THEN the rest of the sec2s came.
"the rest" means like 5 others.

we did batting.
today's batting didnt go very well for me.
i did alot better that day with coach.
i seriously prefer batting with coach watching cause i feel pressurised
and when i feel pressurised i always give my best.
then i bat properly and make coach pleased.
but then today we had yan for batting. thats why i didnt bat properly.
it made me pissed cause it means that i only try hard when coach is watching.
i cant be so dependent.
must try my best even if coach/coach zhang not watching.
if not cannot improve.

and there's a big problem with my grounders.
im scared of the ball
i dont know why but i dont noe how to watch the ball go INTO my glove.
jorene's advice helped though (:
she told me that my glove should touch the ground when catching grounders. so i did that.
then i started catching more balls. :D
but preya's ball everytime when she bat hit my leg one.
you see i dont know how to "cushion" the ball, like what coach had said.
must learn.
must improve.

then they say there may be lightning between 5-6 pm
so we went in to do physical.
me, preya and mel when go keep equipment we realised our balls missing.
so we panic like siao
no wait
actually preya's ball was kept cos when they were keeping the balls they didnt noe that they kept preya's one by mistake.
so we go search EVERY SINGLE BASKET AND TROLLEY.
then we open the pitcher's basket and mel was like, TADA!
then we looked at the ball
mel: looks at the name written on it. that's shermin's one!
ALL: GASPS IN SHOCK
then we all realise that all of our balls were kept with the school's ones
so we search and dig somemore until we found preya's and mel's balls
haha.
so we missed the first part of physical
which made me very glad when i found out

during physical there was this part where we had to balance on our butt with our legs crossed in the air and body not touching the ground and our arms folded on our stomach.
for like 20 secs IF you do CORRECTLY.
if not like 30 secs or duno how long until u do properly.
i thought i wouldn't be able to do it.
but i did.
i endured.
i surprised myself (:
but im so glad i endured (:
if not like ___ like that have to do for duno how many rounds.
it's all about endurance i guess.

then finally training ended.

apparently coach kinda forgotten that i came for LIGHT training.
but nevermind lah.
i guess.
preya used today for make-up cause she missed one training that day.
melissa also.
i think i ardy mentioned that right?
haha.
okay. must go and do heymath now.
tata. (: