the semi-finals yesterday were postponed to today
BUT THEN it rained again.
oh yah it's bob's birthday today
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOB [MELdeCOTTA]
some of us went to parkway to so-called celebrate her birthday
the rest of us stayed in school to catch the bus to kallang
bought cup noodles and anything
BIG MISTAKE
ANYTHING WAS ROOT BEER
WTH RIGHT
I HATE ROOT BEER
EWW
so i gave it to beth (waste of $1.20)
and mel [wong] had this water gun to spray people with water
and in the bus they were aiming it at my mouth cause the water in it was drinkable water and i was thirsty
unfortunately most of the water went thru my nose or down my neck
so it was quite cold in the bus
LOLS
then we did some throwing in the muddy and disgusting grass cause of the rain
and our shoes and socks and everything got like so soaked.
ew right
haha
and then we saw the other side of coach zhang- the randomness of her
HAHA
coach yuli had this big umbrella which was a little wet, so he opened it up on the floor. then coach zhang was like saying how big the umbrella was, so she opened her umbrella and placed it on the floor infront of his
and we were like, err.
then she took coach yuli's umbrella and went under the drizzle to "test it out"
pretty amazing.
then the game was postponed to monday
i want to watch the game
i dowan to go to stupid swimming
okay anyway, so we went back to school for training
how sad
we stil had to train

and training was bad today
we did physical- running of stairs and did gym with coach zhang. like die la. there's never a physical with coach zhang that isnt tough.
and the worst part was that we had to do FOUR SETS OF FIFTEEN SIT-UPS
my stomach is seriously weak
and coach zhang was focusing especially on the sit-ups part
lucky for me she knew my stomach was weak...so she was pretty patient to me
and wow, i survived 60 sit-ups
then we did throwing cause she said our throwing motion is still wrong
my hand is still too...more than 90 degrees and we had to throw across the field
i tried my best
my absolute best
and i could tell that she was getting impatient with me. she had to talk to me a few times when throwing and she was seriously trying not to show her impatience.
and i could see the look on her face that she was disappointed in me.
that she was frustrated with me.
that she was pissed.
so i tried even harder but the balls couldnt travel far [i told u i was weak]
then after all the throwing exercises, when everyone went to pick ball, she "spoke" to me again and asked me to watch the sec 2s throwing
she said if i were them throwing, my ball wouldnt even trave half the distance
and she started scolding me
after her first sentence tears were ardy welling up my eyes- not cause of her harsh words. her words did sort of made me feel even more disappointed with myself, but it was mainly cause i was trying and trying but still didnt get it right. and i still didnt use enough power. and i felt so frustrated and sad and angry and part of me felt like giving up but part of me wanted to prove her wrong, in a way
and when she saw that i was like about to sort of cry, her face and expression became gentler BY A LITTLE LITTLE BIT.
then she told me to go and help them pick balls
by then the tears were like spilling out of my eyes but i still didnt cry
i think preya and a few others noticed the tears, but they didnt say anything.
and after training i was still quite...disappointed
more then disappointed actually, but i wont bother elaborating
im really going to do better next training
im going to try
i wont let myself down and i wont let her down either.
going to prove myself and my teammates that i can improve
beth inspired me in a way- she really improved ALOT.
if she can do that, why can't i?
im going to make a resolution list too.
im going to work on my throwing, my strength and my running.
i can, and i will do it
im going to prove her wrong.

okay, now to tuition.
after training i bought donuts and bubble tea for dinner
LOLS
and during tuition nicole was super random
like when we were doing our work,
NICOLE: *GASP*
ME: why?
NICOLE: OHMYGAWD, IS THAT WHAT I SEE ON THE FLOOR?!!
ME: huh? whats that?
NICOLE STARES AT THE FLOOR NEXT TO HER TABLE IN DISBELIEF WHILE I WENT TO LOOK AT WHAT SHE WAS SO BEWILDERED ABOUT.
guess what it was.
i thought it was like some bug or insect she saw, but nono
it was just her HANDPHONE
lols la
then me and carissa were like, CHEYYY
ya that was pretty random
and here i am blogging
and im going to end this post here