♥ HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRISTAL! ♥

srcs just now
we lost.
we freaking lost.
to raffles girls.
and we lost pretty terribly.
i bet none of our seniors lost this badly before, and to raffles.
its not like its nanyang or anything.
i mean raffles is okay, but not that strong [no offence]
its cause of our fielding.
we were blur, confused, unsure.
we never had a real practice where we did a proper game before by the way.
whatever. i made stupid mistakes too.
positions were:
pitcher: kazuki then melissa decotta
catcher: anisa
first: mel wong
second: lyd
third: roo
shortstop: preya
right field: fatin
center field: mel decotta
left field: me
i never played left field before.
anyway, none of the balls went to me.
actually they didnt hit many balls
mostly walks lah.
batting was so damn horrible.
what i dreaded most actually happened.
i turned away first and tried to hit when the ball wasnt freaking in the strike zone.
in srcs, its only 2 strikes instead of 3.
so i got striked out.
first time, i didnt eye the ball. plus i turned away. i dont even know what crap i was doing man.
second time, i thought it was in the strike zone. but it ended up below the strike zone.
so i ran to first but got out. duh.
coach zhang was %*(^%$*(&^%(#@
she put me out and ruzanna replaced me.
which meant no more fielding or batting for me.
i was damn mad at myself.
dammit.
shudup.
i think we didnt even play 5 innings cause there wasnt enough time.
so yes, we lost, 14-6.
it's really disappointing.
and you know what? we lost cause of silly mistakes. not because we suck alot or anything.
we didnt cover ball
we were super nervous

we didn’t eye the ball
And other stuffstuffstuffs.
Cmon tk!
We’re much better than that
We’ve been training so hard these few months
Let’s do our best tomorrow against fajar! (:
RELAX
CALM
AGGRESSIVE
You know what?
We may have lost to rg today.
But we’re gonna thrash them during the nationals. We so are.
GO TK :D
Well then watched bdiv vs. nanyang
Not sure whether we lost or won cause we missed the first part of the game
But cai miao hit a drive ball to second and it was so cool
And nat hit a home run J
And yeah. Nanyang bdiv pitcher is good.
Hope cristal likes her *ahem* speakers.
Hohoho.
Happy birthday! (:
Today may have been disappointing, but tomorrow will be a better day.
A better match
A better attitude

and PSSSSSSSSST this post turned out waaay more cheerful than i was planning.
but yeah.
positive.
not negative

currently listening: long way to go - the click five