Yesterday's training was the worst training ever.
not kidding.

it started off with me not being able to find my glove, shoebag and tumbler.
which is practically everything i need for training
cause i remember putting it on the trolley i was pushing to the storeroom on monday after training, and then after pushing all the trolleys in and the storeroom was locked and the key was returned, i remembered my stuff were inside.
so i thought that i'd find it before our next training.
but then yesterday i couldnt find it anywhere, not even in the locker.
so after warmup i had to tell coach and ask her whether i could go and check the storeroom again
she let me go and check, surprisingly.
i thought she'd yell at me for being irresponsible and make me round 10 rounds around the school or something
then i couldnt find it so diyanna offered to lend me her glove -thankyou diyanna!-
had to train in school shoes -ugh!- and tumbler-less
and i wasnt used to using diyanna's glove cause it was new and much bigger than my own glove
then we did fielding.
i didnt trust the glove. i dont know why.
and when i didnt trust the glove i couldnt catch cause i was afraid of the ball.
which sucked like shit.
cause once i didnt dare to stretch out to catch that flyball and my right hand was getting ready to cover so the ball hit my right hand
then coach zhang made me do pushups
after doing pushups coach zhang didnt believe i did 100 pushups cause she didnt believe i could do them so quickly
truth was that i did extra pushups.
then during water break coach zhang noticed that i wasnt wearing boots and she asked me why.
i was too busy crying i couldnt explain the full story to her so she thought i was lying.
she thought i was LYING.
that really sucks.
seriously.
cause i only managed to explain that i lost it in the storeroom then she didnt believe that i would lose my things in the storeroom
apparently she didnt know that the cleaners or someone hid away all of the softballers' stuff.
and its not like i could tell her that at the point of time right.
so she made me check everywhere again and if i couldnt find my stuff i had to go and tell ms terry.
that was so sucky.
she must have thought i didnt bring my stuff and made up some kind of excuse instead, thats why she wanted me to report to ms terry.
so after checking the lockers i went to the office to report
the lady asked me to fill in a form and she'll give it to mdm khoo
so i went back to the field and coach zhang was surprised that i actually reported to the general office.
obviously she really thought it was all a big fat lie
and we did fielding.
the ones where you stand damn near to her and she'll throw to you all kinds of fast balls
the ones where you had to react quickly.
it was scary :o but fun[:
too bad i couldnt really catch properly partially due to the glove
one ball hit lydia on the chest, near where the heart is *ouch*
could even hear the 'thump'
-wince-
then did batting.
then coach zhang wanted us to do bat swinging with terrabands
then she wanted preya to demonstrate
then another accident happened
after preya swang, the force of the terraband caused it to swing back by itself or something.
then it hit her eye
and it was bleeding like mad
blood was flowing down like non-stop from somewhere next to her eye
and it was damn scary
so while coach zhang tried to comfort her we told coach
and coach didnt have any reaction -.-
so coach asked me to go and find mrs tan who was the teacher in charge for yesterday
and i tried calling her so many times but no one answered
and i tried calling ms tay and mrs malvina lim too but no one answered
so i went back and ahwong said to go to the general office to tell whoever that was there
then i said that mdm khoo was the one in the office
but i went anyway.
then i came back with mdm khoo and ohmygosh i was so busted.
coach was damn mad.
cause when the "teacher's not in we're not supposed to be trained"
and if i told mdm khoo then we're in trouble
like its freaking my fault that the teacher wasnt in and i was trying to help someone who was bleeding so damn badly that she needed to go to the clinic for stitches and coach was the one who asked me to go call the teacher and the captain asked me to go to the general office
so she yelled at me
she was super mad.
she had never been so angry at me before, really.
thus i was accused for being too smart and being stupid.
like what FISH.
omg.
i was super pissed.
then ahwong felt guilty so she treated me to bubble tea
not like its her fault
but ohwell.
im seriously annoyed.
and yes thats how bad my day went.
oh and then she saw a ball and she yelled at me to go and pick and why didnt i pick it up when i was 'running here and there'
and the reason was cause i was running here and there what -.-
but i went to pick anyway.
she's seriously damn annoyed at me.
i dont know what im gonna do on monday.
oh wait.
and then when we were keeping equipment winston(security guard) said that he saw my stuff on the floor when he came to school in the morning
so its either that i must have placed it there instead of on the trolley or that someone must have found it and dumped it there
so im gonna get into more trouble with mdm khoo.
and if i get into trouble with mdm khoo im gonna get into trouble with coach
im in big trouble.
cause of my stuff and preya's accident
whats worse is that there's a game on monday.
if coach is still that mad she might not let me play
which is gonna be tragic
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lets just hope she's gonna cool down by monday.
and hopefully i can FIND MY THINGS BY MONDAY OR ELSE I CANT FREAKING PLAY
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

what a horrible day.